And long time I didn't update my blog,
because I felt that I was lost myself these days,
I tried to adjust myself many times, but I failed .
I know the right way is stopping my job, it can help me to be better.
But I would not like to leave my partners alone, and they need me.
I just feel a little hard to type with Japanese,
because I didn't use it for long time,
but it's important for me,I know.